~Romantical-Dreams

So yeah, I notice I haven't updated in a while....like over a year pretty much. At least with journals.

A WHOLE LOT has happened...lol.

Firstly, Neil and I dated and for a while everything was fine...we argued like normal couples, but got along and fell in love...and he gave me a promise ring in May of 2006. We celebrated holidays together, and were involved in each other's families. Eventually we started fighting...a lot...one thing always lead to another and ended up in a fight. We broke up once this summer...and it should have been for good (at least for a while), but we ended up back together the next day. Yeah, we love each other, and we miss each other...but I broke up with him this past Monday. It just wasn't fair to either of us...eventually we did stop fighting, and we tried to do things for each other, and just make each other happy and everything...but it was a failed attempt. I just didn't feel like I was in love with him anymore and we had been forcing the relationship for so long...eventually I had to end it. We're still friends, we've even hung out a little bit this past week afterwards...so we're alright. It just hurts, knowing what we had, and how great it was, and now knowing that we can't have that back anymore. Only time will tell what happens as far as whether we get back together or not....but I didn't make him any promises.

Hm...well, I graduated high school this past year, so that was great. Senior Prom was awesome...and the best prom/dance ever, lol. Then Graduation was great...and yeah I'll miss aspects of high school, like some of the teachers because they were cool, and seeing my friends everyday...but otherwise I wont miss it a bit. lol

I turned 18 in January, and I went and got a tattoo in February. It's a red heart engulfed in blue and purple flames. My friend, Ally, and I designed in during a class, and I got it, and it's awesome. I love it, lol.

Um....I've been on some vacations....went to Canada May of 2006 (yeah, when I came back that's when Neil gave me the ring, lol)...and I went to Ocean City, Maryland the weekend after prom with Neil and some friends, so that was great....and then this past July I went to North Carolina to see my friend who moved down there a few years ago. I miss her :sad: but I got to see her for a little while, and it was awesome (that was also right before Neil and I broke up the first time....we broke up the last day we were there...we were supposed to go up to the beach, and when we did, he threw a fit and didn't want to stay, and blah blah blah, long story...we broke up and we drove the 3 hours back home like that..greeeaaattt). Anywho...so the trip was overall great, and I can't wait to go back to see her.

I also started college this year...it's alright. The classes are ok I guess, and the homework isnt' that bad...I'm just not in homework mode yet, lol. I have become friends with some people, so that's awesome...and it's just great. I'm glad I still live at home and can commute to school...it takes some of the stress off of me.

I might have a stress fracture in my spine....yeah, long story, but I was in a car accident last October (of 2006), and I waitress, and did irish step dancing, and they thought all of that combined lead to it, and the night that I went bowling just triggered it to hurt and made it worse. I had to have a CT scan a couple days ago so they could really see whether I do or not, and I'll find out on Wednesday if I do. It sucks...my back has been hurting so bad since April, and now I found it might be this when all along my other doctor had been telling me it was just pulled muscles...arggggh. So yeah, they said depending on the severity and whether it's started to deal depends on how much of a recovery I'll have...there's a chance I'll have this to deal with the rest of my life. Grr. Yeah. Ah well.

So, that's about it....there isn't much else going on except for what I posted on here. I dont konw how often I'll post because I was going to do away with this account...but I guess I'll keep it and update when I feel like it.

~*Dana*~